Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Invasion of the body snatchers

So I'm really trying to "take every thought captive" BUT the thoughts are holding me hostage!!

Monday, March 16, 2009

wakeful behavior with amnesia


Give me a word
Give me a sign
Show me where to look
Tell what will I find ( will I find )
Lay me on the ground
Fly me in the sky
Show me where to look
Tell me what will I find ( will I find )

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

It is FINISHED!

I am done with today, march 11th. Maybe I won't have to face tomorrow! That's still questionable!

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Brownies


Okay - ok so i'm not so pissed off -- chocolate does wonders

Attitude leans to bitter, bitter to anger, anger to rage

I'm PISSED that I woke up alone
I'm PISSED thinking I'd do something productive, but didn't
I'm PISSED I had to go to 4 QTs to find a black cherry smoother machine that was working
I'm PISSED that I went early to get things I wanted to do, but got side tracked by others
I'm PISSED for being blamed for the lights screwing up
I'm PISSED at working with the sound guy who I can't tell if he's high or just done too many drugs to function
I'm PISSED at my sponsor just because
I'm PISSED at my husband just because squared
I'm PISSED OFF AT GOD because LIFE SUCKS!

Friday, March 06, 2009

What does HOPE look like

On a dark and cloudy day................life smacks you in the FACE!!!

Monday, March 02, 2009

Space

A black hole sucking every bit of life each passing moment!

Sunday, March 01, 2009

The shakes

OMG I'm shaking like I'm coming off drugs which isn't true. My arms are weak and dizzy. I know it's all about what I've ate today! Junk and weried combinations has my insides upside down. Sheet panic sets in that I've got to stop this kind of maddness.

iPhone strikes

Counting abc 123

One potato
Two potato
Three potato
Four potato
Five potato
Six potato
Seven potato


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