Monday, April 27, 2009

hamster wheel of fun

I feel I’m on the never-ending hamster wheel not getting anywhere but exhausted on top of trying to eat my paw off because it feels better….the whole body swelling thing going on.....................not ever wanting to get out of bed but do it because that’s the human thing to do

I WANT OFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

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SO IS EVERY DAY A HAPPY DAY or is there just one hour that should be happy?

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Fighting for control

So it seems I can tel people I'm ok, I'm fine, I'm in control of my issues. I seem to be very believable...I seem to be normal...I SEEM TO IN CONTOL

there is a 15% chance that I will do what I shouldn't do! And against all logic I choose that thought/idea because I think I can get away with it! The only one stoping me is me! I tell on myself - they call it accountability...I think of it as chickin out and not having the guts to really do something!

Monday, April 06, 2009

up live and in person

it's taken 8 years in the making but we finally got to "see" Jeff Gordon win a race -- it's about time the season tickets were worth the wait!