up, up, and away

"to the moon Alice! To the moon!!"

i'm never EVER going to have any say....

i need to just shut up because nothing i'm saying is reaching anything listening....

i'm being selfish because i want a car

i want a $9000 dollar car

i want a manual shift

i want it to be red

i want to.......................................die

Starry Windy Night

last night -- I panicked, anxiety was so high I bail out on my support meeting – too many people and not enough air -- and the afterglow processes....turned off my phone and sat in the darkness......after letting the dogs out, I realized how nice it was last night. A full moon and a light breeze -- rustling of things.....where I guess it was the best idea to get fresh air -- today I’ve paid for my allergies are at their highest........but nothing beats sleeping out under the stars even if it's in the backyard, in Oklahoma, with everything blowing in the wind.......it gives the whole experience of closed in a new meaning.

Stillness

Doesn't always mean quiet or peace

just i am

Things that go BUMP on the DAYLIGHT

Please someone wake me up - I WANT OUT OF THIS NIGHTMARE!