Awake

Sanity is over rated

Food

Eatting everything for the wrong reasons!!!!

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I AM SO PISSED OFF AT 3 teachers!!!!!!!
I hate their excuse for not fillout paperwork to leave campus during class hours. GRRRRRRR! I feel the anger building up to RAGE!

This is a time to put abba on my iPod and let it go before I start want to hit!!!!!

It Just REALLY PISSES ME OFF!

Brownie mix

Who cares whether it's baked. Batter is just as good or even better. Comfort chocolate!!!!!!!

Amazing

It shouldn't surprise me but yet again it still does. With a few words under a 100 for the last 24 hours my husband would turn the tv, turn the small fan off and the ceiling fan and then the light and left in the dark as I watch in my chair and without one word. I knew it was time for bed and the end of another day!

He talks more to the animals then me!

To be 12 again!!!

I've taken a friend's daughter with me on springbreak. She's the bomb!!! My knees are sore from walking, shopping and just farting around!

Ahhh what I would kill for a younger body. If I get to pick I want one that is forever thin!!

Life

After 4 days of being sick, I've step back into my world. And I see it spining! Am I ok? How do I feel? If my world isn't in caos, then what? Do I create a doomsday event? I'm puzzled at where am I? Limbo?

I saw twin baby girls today and that welp feel in my stomach just cried. I couldn't even tell my counselor. I more or less rambled today.

To important things: I "missed" med doses and took ambien. I have a hammer in my purse!!!

The Procedure

So how do you fail a colonoscopy? Did I start the prep too soon? Too late? Eat the wrong foods? Didn't mix the massave jug right? Missed the first night of lamictal 500mg seroquel 900mg. Welbutrin-googdy anti-depreashing. So for the next 12 hours I'm planng an experiment

Let seee HELLOOOOOOOOO
Sleep!!!!!!!