Spirit

Truer than true; faster than fast; do it with GRACE...

Neither here or there...

Lost within my mind. I came back to MD yesterday and spent most of the time with her but now I'm on my own and the past is screaming in my head. I know, take captive of every thought. But my thoughts seem to be controled by my emotions. Emotions are on edge.

I miss my closet. I miss feeling safe. Emotionally...I really hope I can keep it together. Being here isn't about me. This weekend isn't about family. It's all about what looks right!

Home??

..."you only have one home...right? And even when you move away, it's where you think of when you think if where you belong."

So torn:
Mayland
West Virginia
Oklahoma

But where do I belong?

Milestone

As I leave one place behind I'm at lost at how to grieve. A buliding. A room. Looking for a glimice of hope. Contining to learn why I want to live in an unfair world. Where right from wrong has different degrees of crossing over that gray fuzzy line. Where my normal isn't reality. When all collided. My world suffocates me. Where breathing becomes optional and a choice I must choose to exist...where is GOD in all of this? Where is that faith that all will work out for the good. Milestone: I wouldn't be here if it weren't for two completely different people. A Christian counselor & a recovering addict sponsor

I am always left to my thoughts of 'what if I never met either one?

Winds of CHANGE!

i can't seem to handle too much change in my life right now. my house is a disaster zone....i’m so ready for school to be over but then again….that just means no students…I still have to work 7 to 4 every weekday…..escape, why?

WHY NOT!

life:

Living Is For Everyone...............

▸ noun:
the organic phenomenon that distinguishes living organisms from non-living ones

▸ noun: a characteristic state or mode of living ("Social life")
▸ noun: the course of existence of an individual
▸ noun: a motive for living

▸ noun: the period during which something is functional
▸ noun: the period between birth and the present time
▸ noun: an account of the series of events making up a person's life
▸ noun: the experience of living; the course of human events and activities

THERE HAS TO BE AN EXCEPTION!
LIFE sucks......God sucks....

I hate mother's day -- yes, i'm a daughter but i'm not a mom! what i always wanted to be when i grow up.