Pain

Is it emotional or physical? Mental or conic? Whatever it is...it hurts and I hate taking something for it I rather save them for if I want to vegg! I know the really wrong answer!

Sadness

The feeling of not caring. The feeling of not really caring. It's been a long time since I don't want to care.

The return of that missing emptiness. But who can I tell? It would just be a disappointment. Starting to lose.