In the stillness

Escape to my car. The quietness a welcome friend. Not peaceful but a retreat all the same. It also comes with one huge bad choice but temporary relief is a goal. Long term means a plan.

I want to just stop thinking - my brain is over active and is pounding!

morning has broken

Wake Up
Wake Up
it's a freaking nightmare!
I just want to sleep and not be bothered
I hate myself!

bro·ken·heart·ed [broh-kuh n-hahr-tid]
-adjective
1. burdened with great sorrow, grief, or disappointment.

Pounding

My ears are still pounding. I thought I was ok but I'm not. Sitting in front of the subwoofer was Loud to the max!!

Sad

I understand & I feel sad that he didn't want to live. I don't blame him. I just wished he would have said how bad his life was. I think I'm just going to cry to go to sleep!!!

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Sense 1:
sad (vs. glad)
bittersweet
doleful, mournful
heavyhearted
melancholy, melancholic
pensive, wistful
tragic, tragical
tragicomic, tragicomical

Sense 2:
sad
sorrowful (vs. joyful)

Sense 3:
deplorable, distressing, lamentable, pitiful, sad, sorry
bad (vs. good)

Frustration

It's almost 2 am and I'm trying to fall asleep. My brain won't turn off. I think of something to do which leads to another thing that drives me INSANE! please mr sandman bring on the zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzs