help me

I don't want to
Why do I have to
I won't do it
You can't make me
You can't make me
YOU CAN'T MAKE ME

I HATE YOU
I REALLY HATE YOU

my brain is working overtime
MAKE IT STOP!!!!
I want it to stop
STOP IT!

insanity vs sanity
doing the SAME thing over and over and over EXPECTING a different outcome

which the outcome IS NOT WHAT I WANT
I want it MY WAY!
ME ME ME
IT'S ALL ABOUT ME (myself and I) the others are in their somewhere watch out!

Aimlessness

You know when it gets bad enough that I come home and eat my big Mac, take excedrin-benydral and lie in bed playing a stupid iPhone game all a while my arm is killing me still, I crave for physical pain!

I wish for the endless sleep where hopes, fears, and disappointments don't send me in a tailspin.

The worst part, I can't even tell anyone the whole truth. It's all about me and my mind isn't strong enough to just STOP thinking. I always have a thought to process.

"take every thought captive..." how does that work or how can I really have that work.

I hate living!!!

prayer

while something simple as to whisper under your breath but i found this pretty funny which means i guess i need to pray every minute of the day or else i'd kill someone or myself.

fine

"Fucked Up, Insecure, Neurotic, and Emotional"