Concern

I don't know what I want to do anymore. I feel like I'm committed so much I don't know how to uncommitted. A major hiccup?

since december when Brent's request for his Christmas gift -- he just wanted his wife back. So that's what I've tried harder to do. In that process I found my heartstring - a tiny silver heart on a silk thread I wear around my neck. Every time I happen to move it, it's like clicking my ruby sleepers, he loves me does he really love me...

Who is he? at times it's Brent but at other times it's God -- why?

What is so strong about the word LOVE?

See you later alligator

Bye bye butterfly,
Give a hug ladybug,
Be sweet parakeet,
Blow a kiss goldfish,
See you soon raccoon,
Take care polar bear,
Out the door dinosaur!
Toodle-ee-oo, kangaroo
Time to go, buffalo
Can’t stay, blue jay
Mañana, iguana
The end, my friend!

I'M SOOOOOOO DONE WITH EVERYBODY AND EVERYONE!!

Nothing I seemed to do is good enough! I've completely fail at doing everything right since I've got too many people telling me what to do or that vegued directive that can be dine too many ways. It takes too many brain cells to concentrate on which is the most correct