Wednesday, June 29, 2011

3:16

Nothing like staring at a clock every minute. I can't eat. I can't sleep and all I can do is be plain Jane with no color. I'm bored to death!!!!!

Sunday, June 26, 2011

forced teamwork



when is enough is enough...why is that i'm at total fault. so when i am doing something....i just need to get it done with no thoughts of how to make it better. just what is asked of me. nothing more than that....the PLAIN JANE approach....operation in effect.


this sucks!!!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

How low can you GO?

I've been at the bottom before with Leo now I'm even below that point with Karen. What happened? Where am I? I'm so despondent and wished I was just dead. To much pain and too much drama and my eyes really hurt from the salty tears - I just want to die!!! Worst part, I can't tell anyone at work how bad my review was or they will know I talked.