“I think…insignificantly"
“I feel…uncontrollable"
“I would like…to understand the why's"
Lost in a crowded room of thoughts - the good, the bad and really ugly!!!
Ramblings in search for significance even in this small world that I live in...How does every suppose to fit into the reality of every day living when you dream of the fairytell ending...were we so wrong to dream?
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Monday, February 27, 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
Freaked Out
I don't know why I am crying in the middle of Cheddar's. Well not in the middle - in the back corner of the bar waiting for the to go order. ANXIETY heighten by the sensitivity of panic growing leaps and bounds.
I guess I've grown old and that doesn't matter!!!! I feel like I don't matter. I'm tired. I'm done. It doesn't matter does it?
No one knows me anymore because to them - I'm just fine! F.I.N.E.
I guess I've grown old and that doesn't matter!!!! I feel like I don't matter. I'm tired. I'm done. It doesn't matter does it?
No one knows me anymore because to them - I'm just fine! F.I.N.E.
Monday, February 20, 2012
Hopelessness
Your love never fails
It never gives up
It never runs out on me
How often I feel like I'm failing everyone who cares about me. I can't put my emotions into words that hold the meaning or thoughts or actions. I don't even understand myself how can't I explain that to someone else?
It never gives up
It never runs out on me
How often I feel like I'm failing everyone who cares about me. I can't put my emotions into words that hold the meaning or thoughts or actions. I don't even understand myself how can't I explain that to someone else?
Sunday, February 19, 2012
thoughts...
The subtlety of despair and hopelessness lies in the difference between the two. One speaks of despair the other in frustration and anguish against all odds. A higher power intervenes at his own time – the straight path veers into the winding road that alludes all hope and comfort…the gone astray of one’s self and the care of anything sees know point in everything… resign all aspiration to live or face the unknown…
Friday, February 03, 2012
Down under
I feel like I'm drowning! Panic. Anxiety. The emotional dread. EMOTIONAL DREAD!
No outlet to vent hence "the end of the world"
No outlet to vent hence "the end of the world"
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