Friday, July 27, 2012

The game

"May the odds ever be in your favor" I feel lost and a puddle of tears about to shed at the thought of another dreadful Saturday night. I can't keep it together using a Mac I feel so hopeless and out of control. This week full of nightmares of childish memories brought back to life under a cloud of darkness. The woman I dispized, HATE - yes the strongest emotion that causes so much pain guilt and shame. parts of me are ready to die. "May the odds ever be in your favor"

Friday, July 20, 2012

Froggie

The moments dizzy by hours of confusion. I'm find my humanity is returning after a unique experience of a strain flu like feature I care not to have ever again!!!

I've lost time from hours to days TGIF

Thursday, July 05, 2012

If I say it will I believe it?

i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!! i don't care!!

I don't think I believe in anything anymore