Well today was definitely a Monday and I could swear it must be a full moon but then again I know it's not. I have been really busy at work and had to go to another campus this afternoon. Thought there would be lots of traffic but I think it was ok and I got home about normal time.
So what am I doing tonight? Simple...worring about tomorrow. I know that's not getting me anywhere but I just hoping that I've made the plans and everything sticks to the plan. I really think work will be ok...that's not making me as anxious as meeting with I don't know what to call her but she's has control of whether I keep my part-time job or not.
My sponsor has been wanting me to do a step nine with her since December but I didn't think it was that big of a deal. I guess I was wrong and that's why I haven't been put on the schedule. I found that out on Friday. I know I had a lot of attitude with her and it's that female thing of not really getting along. I should of been more observant but I think I let my pride get in the way of her trying to teach me. Plus for some reason she thinks I can lift. I don't think I've ever said that but I do know I'm uncomfortable with lifting the cot into the amblance. I think that just comes with more experience. Which is what I want. I want to have more field experience then just the industrial setting. I really like doing it and I think it's good for me to get out. (I seem to have more confidence when working this job) I hope I can make her see how much I really want to do this and that she would give me a second chance.
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