tummy tum tum

ok know this is a gross subject but i'm bored watching my husband play his play station war game (half time for tx & osu) but i'm thinking what's so wrong with me that i can't even keep dinner down....it's like a snowball full of anxiety all rolling down (up) hill. there is the other side effect of having gastric bypass -- i still have both parts of my stomach which means -- when i do get nauseated enough to regurgitate then i get the added juices that weren't meant for the upper gi area -- YUMMY!

if i have to be real, this wouldn't be the first night and i started to think it's been going on a while (you'd think i would have lost weight as many times during a week it happens -- no such luck) and it doesn't always happen to the same meal...i can do it at anytime -- stress from the day but then again there was a lot of stress during the holidays. while i like to say it was a vacation this year, i'd be lying (hence the previous blog entrees)

and there is my car -- MY CAR -- MY POOR, POOR, CAR! i know i should bury it soon but i just can't after giving somewhat a new overhaul this fall -- now it needs a ignition switch....it has needed one since 12/14 and my car guy is just able to get to it -- funny thing happened on the way home to my house -- just kidding

Steve brought/sent Greg who is the expert with electrical stuff -- steve makes the brakes, steering and suspensions, tranies --- greg was a little over eaggered and thought it would be a synch to hot wire my car and by pass the switch --- WRONG -- good to know that even my ford escort gt (1993) has a theft protection switch...go figure

so all in all -- i'm still TRAPPED in this house, in front of a HUGE screen tv with either football, reruns, or CALL OF DUTY war games and this laptop -- MY ESCAPE.....hmmmm an escape plan (of course there is one -- it's what's paying to have my car overhauled -- guess i have to skimp some more before i can put plan A, B, C or D in place)