Wednesday, August 25, 2010

SPAM TEXTING

A friend texted a general statement and I just have to play a smart ass! It goes like this:

God gave us life,. Jesus gave us life after death,. Holy Spirit gives us direction in life, . . . . . . . . Any questions?

and when life sucks????
You asked for questions. :)

Pray :)

and if I don't like the answer?

Pray 4 the right 1 :)

Who's right (God? Me?)and what's wrong (good, bad & ugly)

I'm being obnoxious and asking the SO WHY and JUST BECAUSE isn't an Answer

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Where in the world

If I could go anywhere....

10: hawaii
9: Alaska
8: cancun
7: niagara falls
6: tuscany
5: London
4: Colorado
3: north Dakota
2: montana
1: Salem OR

I want to fly like an eagle to the sea
Fly like an eagle let my spirit carry me


I want to just give
Dreams are only that - Dreams

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Counting blessings??

One potato
Two potatoes
Three potatoes
Four!

Five potatoes
Six potatoes
Seven potatoes
More!

I'm seriously wondering if there are any blessing. The mundane tasks drive med down down down

Monday, August 09, 2010

Mirror Mirror on the wall

"every time I look in the mirror...the past is gone..."

My past keeps finding me in small thing and turns to hugh issues. I'm not handling it very well.

Saturday, August 07, 2010

The Dog labeled as EVIL

She tends to piss her father off as much as possible. HE doesn't really watch her. And I'm being accused of defending her all the time. Does he want me to get rid of her? Is that what I should do! I just want to cry! Hide. And try to drown out the voices that follow me. I HATE FEELING LIKE I HAVE TO CHOOSE AND LOOSE EVERYTHING!

Sunday, August 01, 2010

waiting

i seem to be just waiting for something to happen. life always happens....not really exicited about change my psychitrist. The one I've had for the last 8 months left and i guess i trusted him becasue he didn't put up with my bull shit...kind of like my counselor does too. I guess i should take some responsibility for the first dr i saw. He was easy to push over becasue i think i knew more then he did! (I think was the key in that sentence). but now, i'm supposed to just pick and feel comfortable. I went with my counselor's recommendation but i didn't like her. I guess i expect her to at least read my file instead of me hitting the highlights....it was tempting to see if she would allow me back on the meds that made me a zombie....all the good old days! NOT! I'm not really motivated to see another....i have 2 more refills before i have to see someone. is that the start of a new game???? do i really want to play? do i really want the results of the outcome?