I wished....I believe what I say
I wished....people would know what I really mean but don't tell
I wished....I didn't think it's SOOOO about me ALL THE FREKIN TIME
In a room full of people:
I want to run
I want to SCREAM
I want to hide
In a room full of people: I smile because everything is fine and my world is perfect. I do not stress. I do not worry. I do not hit.
There is not enough meds to keep me sane 100% of the time. 85% I do well to get by. 15% I make bad choices from negative thoughts that rule my emotions.
THEN AGAIN, IT'S ALL ABOUT ME!!!!!!! and I can't keep my mouth shut!!! My opinion isn't necessary all the time. No one wants to hear me go on & on.
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