Breathing is the Essentials of all LIFE

celebrate recovery large group flowing into my small group which in turn lead to the "feeling" of the walls moving in thus created a vast response of my adrenaline to kick in and caused the sensation of my alveolies to strangle the air effecting my control of breathing sending a extreme rush of blood pulsating throughout the vein network making me perspire and flush

or in other words --- PANIC and the need to isolate into car

(i just got home -- didn't feel i could drive until i was steady enough to be safe)

life sucks even when you are attempting to do the right things