sometimes I wonder
where I've been
who I am
do I fit in
make believing
is hard alone
out here on my own
I do want to be ne any more right now. I just don't like who i am. It's not what I am. Pretending to be normal take way too much energy and living a lie is to share with others so the insanity continues to grow. Mind wonders from one place to another where can I go and who would help me. Crying seems to be the only thing I can control. Everything else is in complete calais abd the shame, guilt deserves punishment. Not as good as those around me or I just think mistakes is a form of defeat. Maybe I am unsafebut what do I do about that? If I don't tell then no body will show concern. Now the question is can I hold everything together for the next 5 days?????
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