....my life has become unmanageable... when I start sleeping with the enemy every night.... The very thing I don't want to avoid right now and yet it doesn't bring me comfort or relief...just guilt and shame. Insanity. Out if Control. No accountability. I felt alone in a crowded room full of friends who I would have thought knew there is something very wrong with me and my behavier yet not one...not one.
"I know nothing good lives in me..."
Who am I to judge if I'm safe? How will I know when I've crossed the line?
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