What Direction are you Walking?

Well, if you're anything like me...I hate to just walk for walking. I'd rather have a purpose then to just be walking. Most days at my job I'm walking around and around in circles...our campus is hugh and it's just easier to get to point A to point B if you change the scenery. So I'd say I walk enough at work to cover that exercise thingy everyone always harps on. But what direction am I walking emotionally, spiritually? I think it would be the same answer...around and around in circles. Stuggling each day with false beliefs and destructive thoughts...there's got to be an end to all this sometime...only to wake up the next day and start all over. When will I break this cycle? Why isn't there a simple anwser? I simple wish...That I may hit a GROWTH SPURT that takes me to a new level of following God and wanting to feel new life bubbling to the surface...that's the walk I'd like to travel but is the path behind me or in front? I think I'm lost!