limbo

Have you ever felt like you are suspended in time...on hold...where it's niether good or bad but it's just there? There feels like no purpose or point to the moment. It doesn't matter if you are happy or sad. So I'm challenged is that ok...can that be a place I can live in? Accept it a normal reality. My heart yerns for more to that but my mind is so tired of trying to fufill and achieve that goal. I struggle with the notion of getting up and doing something each day. And as time goes by I wonder if it time for bed so that I can sleep and not think. Then that puts me into limbo...how flexable and bendable can I be and still function in this socitey.