Dreaming

I had a dream...all is calm...it's twilight with a full moon…I’m outside but it not hot or cold…it’s just there. I feel the small steady drops of rain. soothing…refreshing. I’m in a white summer dress with long sleeves and barefoot…I just feel peace. I don’t know where it is…as I walk, feel the water under my feet but it gradually getting deeper. I don’t think it’s the ocean or river. It doesn’t have mud…it’s concrete. I creep along not really looking where I’m going. The rain is getting harder but tranquil…the water is up to my knees…it seem like a purpose to continue on. Deeper…the water is cloudy…I can’t see my feet as I inch along…there is a current that is getting stronger…I just sink into the flow…not know where it ends…I close my eyes as the rain falls. Soon I’m floating into the darkness. Then it just ends…and I think I’m fine with that.

Just another way to shut down...