Blogger's Block

It's been so long since I last blogged. I really don't know why. It just seems that I haven't been able to decide what to blog about. I would think through the day how that thought would be a good blog but by the time I got to my laptop...it would be gone. I think things are going well but is that just on the outside or am I truely changing. I think one minute I am as stronger person then a year ago....and in the next moment I feel like I want to die. I know it's just the ups and downs of life. But sometimes I get stuck in the low times...