Thursday, April 27, 2006

Is it Personal?

You know when your day starts out being late...things are just going downhill from there. Here it's Thursday and it all started on Monday...at work I just couldn't do anything right or people pointed out things that I did wrong...I don't know which is which. Maybe I'm a little bit paranoid. Here it's "Secretaries" week but I don't really think I'm really one of them. They say I am but it doesn't look like it. Of all weeks this week is evaluation yearly reviews. So everyday there have been questions asked to prepare for my meeting on Friday afternoon...why Friday afternoon? Great...not only have I build up anxiety for the whole week but afterwards I get the whole weekend to relive the moment. Ok...so am I taking things too personally? Most definitely.

But I say: I've prepare my "portfolio" of everything I've done and what's in my job description that I've acheive and I just hope that's enough when the lights are turned out and the doors are closed!

So that's what's on the outside? Calm, cool and collected...

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