Oh No...school starts tomorrow!!!

Who said that kids are the only ones who dread school starting. Tomorrow is my first day at my new job. I mean new assignment. I now will be in charge of attendance. I'm afraid I don't know that software as well as I should and I know I'm going to make lots of little mistakes. No one's perfect but I expect myself to be sometimes. Now the key is to remember when I'm not doesn't mean I'm all bad. I've been thinking that for the last couple of days. Being bad. I just didn't think I was being good enough. I keep meausing myself with the world and hate what I see. I thought things would be different since coming home. That I would know how to get out of theses thought processes and not experience them....but they still come. Its back to am I better or worse, good or bad, black or white! How can I survive this week? Why do I think I'm surviving at all? What happens when I panic?