Purrrrfect.........

Ok...my cat, Heidi (technically she's not quite a year so she could be considered a kitten but for all tense and purpose she's a cat that I treat like a dog when she allows me!) is so interesting and keeps me humble. Where my dog will love me all the time...Heidi is a bit picky. She just hates it when I get into one of those cuddling moods but she purrs loudly as she's trying to get away. Other times she purposely blops in front of where I am walking so that I can scratch her head with my big toe and the purring insudes...but my favorite time is in the bathroom. She loves to attack the cloth shower curtain when I hit it with my hand. She thinks this flimsy curtain is protecting her from my hand and then she really purrs. How silly can she get, it just amazes me. Then I realized this morning that some how I've been doing that with God. Wanting to be rubbed on my head but not with a hand, wanting to cuddle while trying to runaway, and wanting to play as long as I'm in control or so I think I am. How much do I want to be a spirit who wants to know her maker intimintely. It all goes back to searching and knowing the Heart of God. That's where the comfort I seek is...