To Be...

The first day back to work in a new year...seems like I've never left. Nothing exciting to report happening but it was still stressfull. Why do I make such simple tasks so stressfull? Lunch was more of a liquid diet...couldn't seem to keep anything in my small stomach...it just didn't like anything I presented. Had to shoot for some sugar around 2...noticed a difference. After work, my husband requested itailian food so I stopped off at Zio's ....yum I found something I could eat. Now my anxiety is running high. It's football game...the one game I really don't care who wins well I don't want to see usc...so I have to cheer for TX. The sweaty palms, the clinch jaw...who's going to win. (I know, I know this is JUST a game!) Trying really hard not to chew on my other nails. I still have one that's pretty bloody -- can't put a new nail on until I let it heal. Can't let it heal if I keep picking at it.