Blah, blah, blah, BLAH

That's about all I heard after...what you read about your blood test was right. So it IS the worse case senioro that I've been dreading to hear for the last 10 days. There is a one percent chance of even conceiving let alone the chance of carrying full term. Even with IVF I only increase to 5%. So it looks like it's going to be my husband, the dog, the cat, and I for a while! Am I ok with that? That's one of the questions I keep asking myself but I think right now I'm numb. I don't know whether to be mad, sad or glad! I just wish...no I just wanted so much and I don't think it's fair!