"Putting into words that actions...

will come oozing out in other ways!" Oh, how simple that phrase is but the impact of it is huge! I try to fix one area...concentrating on one and I just substitute the desire for another. I'm thinking what is the lesser of two evils? Is it bad to subcomb to the lesser..for me my lesser is food. It would be better to indulge in sugar then to phyically want to feel pain. The overwhelming need to feel pain. I don't know how food fills that pain except since I've had surgery...sugar goes right through me or doesn't stick around in my stomach for very long. Not to mention my heart rate races so it's almost like a natural high. Oh what is wrong with the lesser of two evils.......I assume people looking on the outside in wouldn't think it was a no brainer decision. But it's not that easy. Sin is still sin and the cause of the action.