would it be nice to just say "shutting down" like my cpu wants to do (getting old and slow). I wish Bill Gates could program my brain to do a shut down when too much information or not the right information is inputted. Mentally, I've had it. I can't take it anymore. My mind hurts, my eyes hurt, my ears hurt...I'm on sensory overload. I just can't do it anymore. I feel like a complete failure. I can't seem to get anything right. How can I just get out? I want to be done. How do I get off?
Reality check is...I have to stay in. I have to endure on...everyone else does it too. One day at a time...day zero
