to change my marriage...to change my life...to change the way I think...Do I really think that God of all powerful and mighty would be willing to take on me, myself and I? Hard questions that I should know the answer but only I know what is supposed to be said but do I believe it. That's part of changing the thought process. Oh but how much I wish I could just turn off my brain sometimes. It's so hard to concentrate when you have a lot going on in the noodle that is meaningless. I guess I'm distracted easily there for I don't center on what I know is truth. The hardest thing right now is knowing my test results scores and realizing they are not good numbers and the implications they mean I can already forecast before I get the official results. That scares me. DAY TWO
11:00 pm and God showed me stuff tonight that he has a way of knocking me off my high horse. I listened to my sponsor's testimony and I could really relate to it even though we are opposites of the streets direction wise. I think my mind is on its way of the door -- Alicia plan the game. I got OBEDIENCE.......how do you all get down to his full obedience because what I do most of the time it figured out what I need to do to fix and and how can I fix obedience with out codependency trends.
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