Digging a hole...

how deep should I go? My husband being very sweet, quiet, & sentimental gave me 2 rose bushes for Valentine's Day...He has been doing this for the last 5 years. I love having roses in the summertime and I always say it's Valentine's Day when I bring them in. Unfortunately, last year's bush didn't take but that's ok...because I have other bushes and he gave me a second one to make up for that. It's kind of how I felt a year ago...not quite sure where I fit in my life and if my husband really loved me for me. It's has a lot to do with trust issues but I think I'm able to get passed some of that. I know I still have to deal with feelings about what happen but that's not for now -- tomorrow maybe...