Ramblings in search for significance even in this small world that I live in...How does every suppose to fit into the reality of every day living when you dream of the fairytell ending...were we so wrong to dream?
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
"sleep hygiene"
Sleep....ugh I know I need sleep when I yawn more and more during the day. Maybe it's because I'm home and nothing is making me to things physically. (like I could after surgery) anyways, sleep. I have had problems with sleeping long before being stuck at home. Anxiety, restlessness over the days activities...worring about things I just can't change. Maybe it's part of the depression or is that just an excuse for not following a good "sleep hygiene". I think I go to bed at a regular time (my husband is the one who sets this...otherwise, I would stay up all hours of the night if I'm honest.) We do sleep with the radio on low but we also have the white noise of the fan. I like to have a heavy afghan on my legs...not just for warmth but for weight. I think my sleep is effected by my dreams. I've been dreaming very vivid dreams. Is it the meds I taken or is it I'm open to thoughts? My counselor doesn't take dreams too seriously but I can't help to wonder if any of it has a reality base. I've realized I like the sleep aid that was prescribe. I like how I feel when I wake up. Maybe it's ok to feel good about waking up not tired and sad.