Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Too Early in the morning

but not early enough for my brain to switch back on...hence let's blog. haha I don't know what it was but at 4 this morning I woke up and couldn't sleep no more! I started thinking about files...I haven't filed in 2 weeks...it's not like it's been top prority but I just had to do it right now at 4 and while I was in the files...might as well clean them out. Hence, it is now an hour and a half later! But my files should do look nice! One file drawer down...3 more to go! Busy work.

9:55 pm - got sidetracked and forgot about the other three drawers...I'm sure they'll be there another day at another ungodly hour I might deem "has to be done right now" hour. Now I'm cold and can't get warmed. Debating over taking a hot hot shower but don't want to set off the fire alarm again. (long story) I'm afraid to say but don't know anyone who's reading this so I guess I'm just me, myself, and I but tonight I really don't like who I am at this point. Who am I? I can give the right answers, I've been studying really hard but it's not quite reaching the brain or the heart. Who am I? I look in to the mirror and I don't recognize the person staring back at me. Who am I? What am I doing?

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