It's Morning...it's an attitude

7:45am -- can't sleep anymore. Do I feel rested? Maybe...I just realize I can't stay in bed anymore. I'm tired of being tired. Parts of me want to be horizontal but others are ready to start the day. Life is different...what's different from the past few blog ramblings you might ask? Each day doesn't seem as bad as the last. There is something new or I should say renewing. Maybe it's an attitude adjustment. But there it is hope in some of my hopeless thoughts. I can change the way I think and express myself. My spirit doesn't seem as broken hearted...maybe feelings get the best of me at times. But I know I can do this...work this out...be who I should be not what others expect of me. "God's Amazing Love" is stronger then any depressive thought or action.