Waiting...just patiently waiting

Good morning. Yes I'm waiting...waiting for the warm of the sun to cascade through the mini blinds. I slept really well last night (with a little help -- ambien). Heidi is also on the prowl much to Josie's dismay. But it's ok. It's ok to get up. I have things to see and things to do. I feel productive and I've just started my day. I'm able to drive now. That gives a whole new meaning to freedom. I know, I shouldn't over do it. But it is so good to get out! The choices are endless. That's what they are choices. I'm starting to get structure into my day. Planning is the control freak in me but it's ok if the "plan" gets altered during the day. I think I can handle this stress because I don't have any other stresses to deal with. I don't have to worry about work or grades or Angela. My relationship with my husband is better. So I can just work on my feelings and thoughts. It's funny how changing a few things can effect my moods and behavior. Reading to myself aloud is amazing. Not only do I hear my voice, I get to talk, & the material I'm reading I'm comprehending better. Hmmm Go figure. So my day is starting out pretty good. It is a GOOD day! I hope yours is too. :-)